All lyrics written by joel except "jenn" and "fallen". Justin wrote those. --------------------------------------------------
JENN
Through inocent eyes, she views the world
There's so much life, it seems so new
She starts off strong, then come the lies
She's told she's worthless, that noone cares
In the midst of all the chaos
In the midst of this war
Throught the thick cloud of lies
I can say with my whole heart
I STILL LOVE YOU
I still love you
She listens to the lies, takes them to heart
And acts on them, destroying her inner and outer self
For months it goes on, what am I to do
I love her too much, I cannot let her slip away
In the midst of all the chaos
In the midst of this war
Throught the thick cloud of lies
I can say with my whole heart
I STILL LOVE YOU
I still love you
AND I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU
I'll always be there for you
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AWAKE (click on "sounds" to download.)
In my dream, in my dream You are here with me
We laugh we cry Then dry our eyes Just you and me
And I hope my dream can come true And I hope you think so too
In my dream, in my dream We go out at night
We talk for hours and count the stars Till it starts getting light
And I hope my dream can come true And I hope you think so too
For your presence shames the sun Your smile leaves me breathless
Youre so wonderful, too wonderful for me and I wish this moment were never done
Because i love you, i love you so much i cry
So cant you, so cant you sympathize
I hope that in the end I can hold you close never let you go again
I hope that in the end I can hold you close never let you go again
In my dreams in my dreams These moments never end
It is my hope that in lifes light They will soon begin ------------------------------------------------------------
MORPHINE
I cryed myself to sleep again tonight
my tear soaked face illuminates the moons pale light
what to do when you are thrown away
is to pick the garbage off your face and live your life
though it burns deep inside i cry to make the pain subside
stop this bleeding in my soul
she kisses me then rips me all to shreds
kill the pain and make me whole
i pound my fist into my bed
she dosent care that i hurt deep inside
when no ones there, not one in who i can confide
numb the angst which sears my soul with fire
come back and tell me everything will be ok
theres no other way that can make me feel whole today
time stands dead here in my head as I wander in the dark
the pain is real only you can heal only you can make you mark
She is so far but makes a scar up on my broken wings
Yet all is not gone for I cling on the hope tomorrow brings ------------------------------------------------------------
TODAY IS GONE
I lost today thought things were going straight now it seems that all the good is fading back. To trust His way seems to keep my fear at bay the only thing that can make up what I lack. You paint a picture so vivid yet it turns to gray, you make gold out of ashes, but they melt away
My mind turns back, again to yesterday when things were fine and set up in their place.
What to do its coming back to you a circle where the embers slowly burn. What to say I feel now so far away but for that peace my self no longer yearns
Now it is gone is everything so very wrong what I need is to get me back on track. With the curtains drawn I feel lost amidst the throng, what I need is now no longer what I lack. You seem to be as the music lasting for so long, you make me feel so simple a resounding gong
This day so horrible makes the days forgone as sweet as when I clearly see your face.
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WINTER DREAMS
The future changed today Out ties broke as they fell
I wanted any other way then to leave you by yourself
Still God told me this is right so raise that sagging smile
It was me who dismissed the light to that path that leads us on
Youve changed since we were close youve grown smaller in my eyes
You seem to lie and then to boast your wounded ego starts to rise
I fume by day and cry by night darkness happened all at once
Still onwards I will fight towards light from a rising sun
I knew the start when end had come you are my closest friend
I see the person youve become I see your emotions as they bend
And now I see her differently as more than just your friend
And I know that it is she I will stand by at this end
Reality seems bent the two the one the crowd
They feel emotion went up with them to their cloud
One hurt and two pass smiles as the warmth spreads oer the earth
They touch and reconcile he is burdened by his hurt | 
